Sounding
August first and the crickets sing
in the late night breeze that slaps
shades against sills. I’m naked
in the dark, hands slipping over
oiled skin, brushing away cracks
and lines white with dryness.
A mosquito bite on my buttock
burns and itches with persistence
of death. My mother lay so long
abed that her skin wore thin
as hospital sheets, ate and ate
so hungrily at itself. “It won’t heal,”
her papery voice said, helpless
and toothless as a child. Lying here
in my sixty year old hide
the hurt is like a hole of its own,
full of wailing grief, black
as the night sky, unfathomable.